January 2009
Losing Games
okay you win and i’ve lost the battle that i wasn’t even allowed to fight. i think this means that you can leave me alone and never return.
i just wanna talk
and scream the things that are on my mind.
how come it was wrong for me to be immature
your immaturity was floating in the same damn river my friend.
There’s always going to be the one thing you wish for but never get, that one mistake you can never take back. and most of all, that one memory you would do anything for, just to have it again.
never have i ever
never have i EVER felt the biggest slap in the face as i did now.
i am probably the only person who didn’t know this information
and now i feel like an idiot.
fuck you
“everyone has Their own magic
There is no death
so nothing matters
High...”
It's not hard to fall
You haven’t crossed my mind in a while..and when you do it rips me to pieces..the thought that I ruined every chance I ever had with you makes me SICK. I screwed up and i get it.
Let me rest in my failures and move on
“day by day nothing seems to change, but pretty soon everything is different. You...”